Is latent schizophrenia a special problem for other military personnel?

In the early 80's I enlisted in the Marine Corps.After a few months of training I had a collapsed lung.A few months after that I started hearing the voices of terrorists fabricating paramilitary skits.Example:Repeating over and over in a way only I could hear "the missiles are launched"and "you're dead".This went on day and night for over a decade.My parents insisted I seek help but it was unhelpful if not a medical facilitator.Lost sleep nightly for over a decade.Now the problem only surfaces when I need to make a positive impression on new acquaintances.Thus the latent problem. This has really prevented me from making even a descent life for myself.Non veteran reservist so no VA.Received an Honorable but that doesn't get me competent help in the private sector.Have contacted Rep.and Senators but no relief.Where should I turn next?They say it's open season on terrorists but I have a lot of doubt!